I’m in the car on a long drive home from a day spent in Monterey. My sister is driving, singing … More
Author: Brad Dell
Steps to and from Transplant
One more step, one more step. It is exhilarating to realize I’m walking without focusing on breathing. I get overconfident … More
What now?
I’m officially on the waitlist for a lung transplant! This post is just a brief explanation of the process of getting … More
Sabbath Season
I used to wake up, get dressed, do my medical treatments (various nebulizers and lung exercises), and go straight from … More
The unfairness of being unfair
Beginning in high school, when the severity of my disease clashed terribly with my immaturity, I felt entitled to anger. … More
Ah, more oxygen now, even more later
No point in beating around the bush and keeping things suspenseful: I’VE BEEN ACCEPTED INTO THE LUNG TRANSPLANT PROGRAM AT … More
The Scariest Prayer
I’ve prayed prayers that comfort, prayers that glorify, prayers that seem routine and empty, prayers that ask a lot or … More
Lost Wallet, Lost Temper
I think I’ve led some people to think that I’ve been playing it completely cool the past few months despite … More
Learning To Be Deaf
I spent hours and hours staring at this deaf guy in my history class a couple semesters ago. I sat … More